Morning pages, writing really quickly helps you to capture everythought that rages through your head. If i second guess i will end up like that guy who gets his grammar wrong all the time. Grammar is a natural thing, baby mess with nature face the consequences. How is that suzie can speak grammatically in korean but not in English. her syntax is jumbly. I personally blame myself, i should of been a shining example but insited talking to her in pigeon konglish, because it felt self conscious to do so. I'm sure she will learn grammar the natural way as she grows olders but i can't help but feeling that i've like totally wasted her potential and now shes going to do 2 unit english when she turns seventeen and its a crying shame because three unit english is so much more interesting prestigious; i'd say i write better than dang at least. he's godawful. Used to think that i was worse but realised that i was just unpracticed and stressed and anxious and that fucks up your language harder than what dennis fergoson does to little girls. Now what kind of story shall i write. i want to write something thats empathetic, want to demonstrate my latent hyperempathy, wish i was synaesthesic, both empathetic and visual. aspies are awesome, evolution at its work. Now if everyone in the world had mirror touch synaesthesia, the world would be perfect, if we can genetically engineer humans with ultrasynaesthesia yeah, it will be perfect.