Why can't I concentrate write something I can why am I bothering why am I ugly, my confidence has grown over time but I am still finding it a pain to write anything I don't want to give up now but I am so tingly nowdays I want to be pretty I can't stand being ugly why am I ugly what's the point of living if you are ugly your life will be ugly you have gulag stamped on your face ugly is something that you can't change ever and ever and ever not like you can do anything about it, everything I tried its not working out everything is imploding I can't be bothered to live anymore why am i scared to die if I have nothing to live for? I have everything to die for, literally wish metaphorically but it won't happen because I am not awesome like them wish I was want to make friends but I have nothing in common with them can I take up hobbies I would like to take up hobbies that makes me look okay I don't want to go surfing or whatever cause that would be like ewww I can't stand that will not stand it oh come on now Like i said before my greatest fear is living and look it might just happen fuck.,

What's the point of living if you're ugly- to serve pretty people.

Anything else, nope. It will be the lawr?

shit, if i want to do get out better work hard,

untilted

I have no titile. I am princess william. I dunno. Why not because it is so hard to do it do what you say. I am not sure. Can you tell me> I dunno. Thinking thinking thinking coca coca coca cola i can feel it running down my throat blah i forgot what do you want to write about. i want to write about how i met this guy who seemed normal his handshake was like woah i know i dont think he is he is half asian but yeah nothing nothing he wears pointy boots im not saying anything but he is so good at speaking but it seems like i am not very good i embarassed myself once again i dont care failure is good if you tried because thats how its going to be too hard to win all the time lose lots but win some more than if you win nothing i guess because im thiniing i am so unopen but most of all i am butt ugly should stick to asian international students really why was i born this way i want run into a train straight into the steel i want to feel my poetry is shit nuff said but what about him and yeah its unfair because i have no future. THIS GENERATION HAS NO FUTURE powerful stuff high on powerade high on oooohnglish i dunno forget it i cant what do you want to say i want to say that my counsellor sucks he doesn't listen he thinks im some stupid b grade fan fiction emo book its annoying he is a like kate richards only without all the evil parts i guess i should stop lying and hyding but ive got so much too hide ill never say ill never say never ever never ever. Quiet things that no one ever knows the guys voice is painful but the nessage is likel il like it so there i find this om g stop it why am i so ungood wish i c ould be better i wish i had a future i feel illegtemete why am i doing this its only for pretty people pretty white people wish i was pretty white than i my life would have meaning and it would matter because i am flat ugly asian small penis faggot my life has no meaning i have no future its sad but true lets see what martin has to say because i hate myself but someone have to clean toilets drive cabs collect trolleys... a dlooktocracy is the best idea ever only good looking people are succesful by law and its fair because its biologically proven that we should relegate ugly people like me to toilet cleaner or no to liek salt miner good looking people are everhythging and anythigna t the same time it is fair because that is nature and we should accept this because everything is nurutre minus looks alokks are forever permanent without gods help are you klistening because this is the one thing that really matters don't fuck me up.